Thursday, May 7, 2026

A WIDOWER, IN SPRINGTIME: I STILL HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO EMPTY YOUR CLOSET


Six years after, 
I still haven't wanted to empty your closet
or erase the memories of you...

but light a candle
on your birth and death...

the bottom two drawers of the dresser
still hold your clothes
but still can't get myself 
To throw them

some things we can't - nay, won't - forget,
for good or ill

Notes, letters,
and messages left
on my cell phone
Are still there

And everyday, 
Your picture, with our kids 
In the living room
Greets me, and sees me leave

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I can identify with this. God knows what he does. If I had died instead of my partner they would not have been able to deal with the pain. Life is rough 😭

Anonymous said...

My thoughts are with you Montoya. You are a good man.

rita